i've been trying. i've been ignoring. i've tried ways and means. Somehow you are still there in my mind. I'm not sure if i'm still in yours. Those words, those sentences expressed. It seems as though i never existed. As if i was never part of your life. As though we never got together, like our relationship was just a game. A game where there isn't even a 'save' button. I really wish we could be back like we use to. I don mind if its all the way back where we used to be just best friends. Where i'm your confidant, someone for your to share your burden and pain. I rather it be that way than what i'm experiencing right now. Its really quiet, my life has been really, really quiet since you left. There's no one left for me to share my joy and my pain. There is no one; like before to share my problems. No one to comfort me like your used to. The love that has been showered. Can't we have another go at it ? I don wanna push you, i don wanna give your pressure. i know how hard it is to keep up with all the school work. All i'm asking is... give me a sign, a chance, an opportunity, show me hope. That we can still go on. I'll wait no matter how. Golden chances don just come knocking on my door. You told me not to let go of any golden opportunity. Here i am not letting it go. Not letting YOU go. YOU are that GOLDEN opportunity.
-Rainbows after the rain are bullshit, where's my rainbow ?
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