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Wednesday, 6 February 2008
 

i know its going to be long, i know its going to be tough. i'm sure nothing will make it different, nor will there be anything to make it quaver.
Thoughts of you will remain, forever it will never change. i know it'll be a long journey, i hope this is not just about you. its about us!
i know how badly you don want to hurt me, don want me to feel neglected cause of your studies and homework. But for you, i will. i know you are trying not to make the pain hurt in the long run, but you are deceiving yourself and me. Love is strong, nothing else matter. REALLY!
i don know how you are feelin now, but i'm bleedin inside. the pain is hard to explain..
i hope when you settle down, our love will still remain the same. that you'll come back to me.. golden chances just don come by, they are created by god. god gave us a chance to meet and become lovers, he'll hope we'll see each other through thick or thin. i know you've said it takes 2 hands to clap, apparently my other half isnt there to be clapping. i'll wait, wait till the day it decides to join and clap.
But is boils down to the last point. As long as you are happy, i'll be happy for you as well. by than if we cant be together, than i'll learn to let go. but for now, i simply cant, its just too sudden, its just unacceptable that you wanna break cause of school work piling up, its just where i come in and help you, guide you, share that burden, share your joy and pain.
i'll never force, there isnt a need to commit.

Someday, just someday, i hope you'll be mine again.

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Hi all ! Its me, jAve. My full name is Javier lee shun kiat, im 22 this year Im a really happy go lucky guy. People have told me, Im just pretty much good-average looking, i studied in Temasek secondary. Ive got some loving friends, here are some : Tong ann, Squid, lexter, ivan chan. Ive got many more friends, its just too many to be included but if ur really interested we could be frens. I use to play softball in school for my CCA, and Basketball as leisure with ma pals. i wouldn't mind havin lots more new friends. So feel free to add me! Check them out at my friendster, im also on Msn messenger. Heres my email, lee_javier@hotmail.com! Special thanks-ivan who helped editing.

 
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