Sunday, 4 November 2012

It's been really long since the last time I've wrote anything here.
Then you'll realize this is the only place you could relieve everything. Unloading everything you wanna say but couldnt because it's not right to say it out aloud.

Life
Is almost time for my school's interview. I'm starting to feel the pressure, will I pass the selection test ? Will I be able to make it ? What am I to do if I don ? I don have a back up plan, apart from signing on.
Should I do that ? After all, I love the job, but the hierarchy system can be quite a pain in the ass sometimes. Knowing that doing things this way is right, but you have to follow what your superiors tell you to. Or when its down to the basics where even your rank is higher we still do the same thing. Shouldn't you do it too ?

Love
Its odd how my life revolves around women. There are 2 women I love in my life thus far apart from my own mother. 2 of which, I still love dearly, both for different reasons. I know it seems unfair, but one made my life, one shaped it.

I hope the 2 of you are reading this. I know both of you have probably moved on, but deep down there's a part of me who can't seem to let go. Every time I read anything you wrote, I feel very much alive, it's like a part of your life that I'm going through. As for the other you, relationships seems to come and go quickly and easily for you. You seemed to carefree, never allowing anyone to be your baggage.

It's weird to be confused over 2 women whom have already ,over on with their life, perhaps long forgotten about me. But I guess that's me. Always over-thinking.

But the1st women, I'll never ever forget her. She made me feel how it feels to be really in love..

10:47:00 pm

About me

Hi all ! Its me, jAve. My full name is Javier lee shun kiat, im 22 this year Im a really happy go lucky guy. People have told me, Im just pretty much good-average looking, i studied in Temasek secondary. Ive got some loving friends, here are some : Tong ann, Squid, lexter, ivan chan. Ive got many more friends, its just too many to be included but if ur really interested we could be frens. I use to play softball in school for my CCA, and Basketball as leisure with ma pals. i wouldn't mind havin lots more new friends. So feel free to add me! Check them out at my friendster, im also on Msn messenger. Heres my email, lee_javier@hotmail.com! Special thanks-ivan who helped editing.

Sweet thoughts

Will you still love me in the morning ? I'm lost without you.

WANTs & NEEDs

be with YOU!!! i'm serious
To treat you right
$$$
holiday
Shoe
Rayban Shades
Slippers (red)
Mandarin collar shirt
Bag
New Belt
BMW 6 series
Maybach Exelero
Road bike
~~A new wallet~~

Homosapiens

Kimmy
Birdy
Desiree
En Jing
Fazdli
Hui Xuan
Ivan
Leonard
Rachel
Shima
Shu Qi
Squid
Vann
Xue ying
Xin kai
more to come later

Screams

cheers

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