Monday, 30 March 2009
New achievement today ! Woke up 9 to send my granny to the temple, when we got back it was roughly 10.20am.
I hanged all the clothes out at the balcony so that it can dry much faster. Next I mopped the floor of the ENTIRE house. It was sparkling clean. hahahhaah.. Its been really really long since i last mop the floor. It started to rain suddenly, thankfully we kept the dry clothes in time. i folded my own clothes and kept it. Was suppose to cook dinner (fried rice), but i didn't. Cause tong, ong and ment came over to play and they have just left my place...
10:00:00 pm
Sunday, 29 March 2009
Most interesting day. Got awaken by a loud knock on my bedroom door and having it left ajar. It was time for me to wake up and head to the market. Done some light grocery shopping we headed home. Thats when i made my own breakfast and to keep all the goodies at their right places. After a short rest, i headed down to get my dad's car washed (cause i've been using it more often.. hahah) Finally done, i was exhausted (matter of speech). Short breather before bath then we went out for lunch at bedok central. Got back home just in time when it started to pour buckets, okay not buckets cause its more like barrels. We managed to keep the clothes in time. Then after me and my sis started folding clothes while my mom iron those that needs to be ironed. We watched a movie before preparing for dinner. I cooked dinner (noodles) with some help.. okay i was instructed on what to do. But i still did the cooking. Washing the plates and stuffs were done by my sis while i did the drying up and the storing. I just finished helping with the laundry, having them hanged to be dried by the morning for me to keep it. You might be surprised i'm doing all this. As my maid has just gone back, i'll have to now helped with all the house work. Cause i'm now all grown up... hahaa.. sometimes i just wish i was younger. (BUM)
10:16:00 pm
Friday, 27 March 2009
Woke up early this morning to send my mother to work. On the way there, i saw a monk driving a car. An audi, mind you! Then i had this rapid thought that came to mind, that i too should be a monk, and i will end up having money to drive such a posh car. Moreover, there isn't a need to worry bout relationship, cause you simply can't be in one. All you do everyday is chant scripts (forgive me, i don know what else they do). But i thought for awhile. They wont get the feeling of love !(properly monks) I'm not talking bout simply the feeling of family love, but the feeling of loving that special someone. In a way that you wish she was right beside you everyday (okay, not everyday unless you are married as everyone needs their own space), you would wonder what she is doing now, if she's okay. Hoping to hear her voice.. Every time you see how she is feeling down, you just feel like hugging her and letting her know everything is alright. Showing her lots of care, love and support.
That helped push the thought of being a monk away.
down with a flu... headin to bed.. <3
Labels: for you i will
11:33:00 pm
Thursday, 26 March 2009
Guess this is when boys out, books in period reaches. Time to put everything not relating to studies aside. At least till the end of the the final leg of exams ?
Somehow, I've got this hunch that its going to be the same as beginning of last year all over again soon.. Still having the feeling of gradual pull away, and things slowing down badly. I don know, maybe I'm just being too sensitive.
However with all the people around falling for , and mixing around them more. I don know if it'll just be me or other guy will react the same way.
Though no strings are attached yet, i hope its not going to be an empty promise either.
I just need a reassurance. Is it something that can be given or am i being foolish ?
Promise me that you won't leave, and that you'll come back soon enough
1:06:00 am
Monday, 23 March 2009
Went out with tong ann and johnny today. Tong wanted to get bbq stuffs for the chalet. We met at tamp for lunch before headin off to kembangan where the wholesaler is. We decided to walk, judging from the map at the mrt station we walked for roughly half hour . Ended up at joo chiat instead of the intended frankel ave. That was when we realise we are walkin the the wrong direction. The map was facing downwards with frankel ave to our right. But in fact we are suppose to be headin left instead. By the time we got to the wholesaler, we were all bushed. Tong placed his orders and we all headed home. What a "tracking" filled day !3rd day gone. guess your exams has started.. hope you are doin well. i will always be there for you.
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?
9:58:00 pm
Sunday, 22 March 2009
Woke up at 5.13am to get ready to head to the temple. Reached the temple at 6am, when it started raining. Thankfully, by the time we are done it has stopped. After, we headed to get marketing done. By then, it started to drizzle again, but my dad wanted to wash his car. So we continued with plan and washed his car. This time the drizzle vanished after 5mins into the wash (maybe the drizzle wasnt a heavy one to start off with). The rest of the day was like this:
Watched a movie, jogged 3km, went to a birthday party with lovely cupcakes (shall post the picture soon/ when i feel like it), send mitchell back to school, had ice cream, window shopped, watched another movie (Ip man). Finally in bed and ready for bed.
missing you i do, badly in fact, but i hadn't hear from you for 2 days.
Not knowing if i should sms you instead.
Used to seeing your msg in the morning, hearing your voice in the evening and before bed, even anytime of the day. Would keep asking me to send you home. Sometimes time doesn't permits.
Everything in short is, I Miss YOU.
11:53:00 pm
Saturday, 21 March 2009
21st of march 2009. In exactly another three months i'll be twenty. Can't believe I'm already going to be that old. The number 2 is going be in front this time. That aside, visited my relative in the afternoon. I asked my sis if she wanted to run with me, but she wanted to play basketball. So after much arguing, we ended up playing the Wii instead. It had to rain, as i wanted to run.
Nothing much apart the usual dinner. Guess i'm headin to bed now. Tomorrow i've to wake up extreme early, heading to the temple.
"Spending as much time as i could with you" ?
10:20:00 pm
Wednesday, 18 March 2009
Oooh oooh, ooooh yeah, mmmm...
Love can be a many splendored thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sale and fairy tales
It'll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind,
It'll fool ya every time
(chorus)
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all
Now I was once a fool, it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world's a deeper blue
I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too
I swore I'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name
(The trouble with) (chorus)
Every time I turn around
I think I've got it all figured out
My heart keeps callin' and I keep on fallin'
Over and over again
This sad story always ends the same
Me standin' in the pourin' rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two
(The trouble with love is) The trouble with love, yeah
(It can tear you up inside) It can tear you up inside
(Make your heart believe a lie) Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
(The trouble with love is)
It's in your heart
It's in your soul (doesn't care how fast you fall)
You won't get no control
(and you can't refuse the call)
See, you got no say at all
(The trouble with love is) Oh, yeah
(It can tear you up inside)
(Make your heart believe a lie)
Labels: Deep emotions
3:10:00 pm
Monday, 16 March 2009
Oh I am what I am
Oh I am what I am
I'll do what I want
But I can't hide
I won't go
I won't sleep
I can't breathe
Until you're resting here with me
I won't leave
I can't hide
I cannot be
Until You're resting here with me
9:07:00 pm
Sunday, 15 March 2009
Completed SubUrban 5km run today. It was an okay run, though the sun was a killer. It was uberly hot. Well, this run wasn't as good compared to the stand chart. During this 5km run. There is only ONE official drink station. Compared to stand chart, which provides every 1km. If i remember correctly. So thats the down side of this. Oh ya, there is also a finisher medal too. BUT they never state the distance on the medal. So regardless, if you run 10km or 5km the medal will still be the same. (i'll post the picture of the medal some other time, or when i feel like taking photo of it. which ever comes first)The weather was super hot, but thankfully it rained only after the race with a HEAVY downpour in fact. When it was all over, it was only 10.30am ! Didn't expect it to be still so early with so much going on. Had brunch, an apple pie and mango smoothie shared with my sis.
It would have been more fun and joy if you were there running with me.
Labels: marathon
8:02:00 pm
Thursday, 12 March 2009
Woke up this morning at 7 ! holy !! its been quite awhile since i last woke up at this timing. Well, went to ECP to jog.. wasn't that bad. After the jog we went for ya kun roti at white sands for breakfast, then it was home. Thats when i prepared to meet wendy, shu qi, tong and ong to head to the IT fair. We decided to meet at Eunos mrt at 12.30, the previous night. So when i reached the mrt's platform i saw only shu qi. So i was thinkin.. AH! the ONG's must be late again. after a 5 mins wait johnny arrived. So we both(shu qi and me) were thinking wendy must be late again(as usual). Thats when johnny told as he saw someone who looked awfully like wendy at the other end of the platform, to our surprise it was really wendy when she walked over. We asked her what time she had arrived at the platform, she told as 12.20 !! that was the 1st time i went out with wendy and she's actually earlier then i am ! haha.. i was shocked.
As for the IT fair,
there wasn't much to see this year. much lesser than the previous years, slightly more spacious. Perhaps it was the 1st day. So we walked around with me hoping to look for a new CPU. But ending up only getting thumbdrive for my dad. That was the only thing we bought from the IT fair. It was only 2 when tong arrived and they had lunch. We walked about a little more before shu qi had to go; for a meeting. So wendy and the 3 of us went off to have coffee at starbucks. When we were done, we played pool before 2 matches of daytona with me doing badly. Ending up either second or first (from the back). Guess its cause i've been driving too often that safety comes 1st. hahahaha.
Dinner:
it was about 7.20pm we left marina square for dinner with shu qi (cause my stuffs are left in her bag and she left in a hurry) at bedok blk 85. We took bus 14 from suntec; just imagine the pain we are put through, cause we've been travelling by car too often; by the time we reached it was around 8.15.
Had dinner and here i am.
I bought this shirt during out walking about at suntec. I've been wanting to get it. SO here it is.
10:10:00 pm
Sunday, 8 March 2009
Unbelievable how time files. I'm on my 300th post. Thats not the point.I still couldn't believe a started a blog. Guess it wasn't a bad option after all. All the posts here are of all the ups and downs of my life. It really helped me to express my feelings somehow.
From all the happy, funny and interesting events to sad, down and painfully ones.
The road ahead is still a long one and its all getting bumpy.
I must never look too far ahead into life.
That aside, today was quite an event filled day.
Started off with waking up and heading to the market with my parents (cause i can drive, i'm now the designated driver). When that is done we came back home and i washed the car. ALONE! How cool is that ?
That after, we went to compass point for lunch and collection of race pack for the subUrban run. Hang around compass point for a little window shopping before we head for eastpoint. That was when tong ann sms-ed and said he has car and asked if i wanna go out. Equipped with the car, we headed to ECP to play some "softball". BUT after awhile we got bored, cause we aren't as good as we were back then. SO off the mac we went, johnny had his lunch. i had a smoothie. That was the end of the trip as tong had to fetch his GIRLFRIEND and he need to return the car. With that i ended back home thinking that it was the end of the day.
Around 6.40pm , Leonard called saying that squid has something for me and told me to be downstair in 5 mins. So there i was thinking 'WHAT in the WORLD does SQUID owe ME?'
He arrived in the honda crossroad ! i was stunted for a sec. SO this is wat's all this about.
We chatted for awhile before i convinced them to come to my place to sit alittle while, while i have my dinner before we head out together. We ended up in wisma, as i had to get my dad's custom tee fixed.. Yea.. thats when they had their dinner. We slacked alittle while before heading to pick van and her frens up to send them home. MR squid's being a nice guy and boyfren. BUT thankfully they will live in the east. Otherwise the fuel will be burned like cow drinking water !
Here i am finally back home and in bed and feeling super tired having to have slept at 1.30 am and waking up the same day at 7.30 am.
Cheers
P.S. any spelling, grammar errors do let me know.
Saying couldn't help much, but thats all i can do now. love you, hang in there.
Labels: 300th
11:25:00 pm
Tuesday, 3 March 2009
Lexter has gone to ireland.. 6 weeks if i remember correctly, for his SIP. Who would have thought its lexter who will be going overseas. Sent him off at the airport yesterday. Thinking when it'll be my turn to be send off.
Sitting down and think, i can't believe i'm actually turning 20 soon. The big "2" is coming ! i still remember back in primary how i wish i would grow up faster. Followed by those days in secondary school wishing that i could finish school soon. But right now i just want the world to stop revolving. I wanna hold on to all the happy thoughts i have. Somethings are lost will never come back. Some are lost but found and are meant to be held on tightly and never let go or you'll lose it forever.
I've wondered what will happen to me if i ever get knocked in my head causing amnesia, who would i remember, how much would i remember ?
One has too much time with nothing to do but ponder.
12:24:00 pm
Sunday, 1 March 2009
Another month has passed, so quickly. However its only march, yet some things seems to have changed. Friends turning to strangers, skies turning to grey. Hopefully my wait isn't wasted. Labels: Longing
5:47:00 pm
