Its been awhile since i last posted. Been really busying trying to sort out my life and work. Work has never been better, having to have been qualified engineer that specialize in F15SG. All the night shifts are making me gain unnecessary weight. All the supper my seniors get me to.
That aside, recently my mind has been filled with the possibilities of dating. But every time that thought slips in, the mind seems to able to control itself and push those thought away. Bringing those girls to nothing but cruelty put, visual beauty. I wondered why that had been so. I'm still pondering over that question.
Life is short, never make decisions in a short span of time and emotions and regret it in the future. Only to tell yourself that things weren't meant to be. It they had, it wouldn't have reached this stage. If only during that period, anger and all other sorts of emotions could have been properly sorted out and proper explanation given. Things wouldn't have fallen apart. There will always be a solution when 2 people whom truly wants to be together will sort to stay together. Instead of leaving simply because one party couldn't take it anymore. Blames are never meant to be pushed on to others. I've learnt that. It always boils down to how you control your emotions and how you are willing to show the love to the one you love most.
In the quest to find true love, you'll find something more.
