Saturday, 30 April 2011
11:10:00 pm
Monday, 25 April 2011
10:00:00 pm
Sunday, 24 April 2011
And if all falls apart, i will know deep in my heart, the only dream that mattered had come true. In this life, i was loved by you. -
5:27:00 pm
Sunday, 3 April 2011
My life has suddenly come to a stopped.
lost about how things are suddenly happening around me. Wondered why does this always happen to me.
What have I not done right ? I guess, I didn't managed to do the basics of a boyfriend's job. I didn't take enough notice of the surroundings tat has been happening, telling me the signs of change. NO, perhaps I simply chose to ignore it.
When you told me, you didn't want to slp over cause of wakin up with a flu, and wat nots off your back, I started to query myself, this aren't things you'll care. then you started textin me less, replyin more coldly. I thought you were goin through a phase, like not bein able to get a job, not enough money and all. I mean, previously we behaved fine.
This week has been hell for me, I only saw you 6 hours. You barely had the time to sms, I was lost. Didn't know wat to do. Its like, where did you go, I tried means to meet up with you. Everytime you rejected me, at first I thought, okay, perhaps your new job, kept you busy, then all the excitment of gettin your boat. When your boat arrived, I was really excited as well. I really wanted to see it as well, wanted to be there with you when you open the packaging. But to no avail, when you've already decided.
I love you. I just don show it, I made tat mistake. I'm sorry, pls don let go.
11:37:00 pm
One entire week, 6 days of work, 2 days of canoe. 2 nights, 6 hours. I can not take it any more. Where am i to you ?
Work comes 1st, then canoeing, then canoe friends. I'm not even on the list ?
FML
5:28:00 pm
