Monday, 22 February 2010

Ok. Holidays have just started. I wonder what i should do. Suddenly life seems to have strayed.

No doubt that my attachment company has just did documentation for a possible continuation of my work. But i've got to search for a job myself too. In case they decide not to have me, or i can find a higher paying job.. hmmmm I wonder..

Need to start looking for that spark in my life. Start looking for the options i have when i finish army. oh yea, there's army. IT's coming...

I cannot imagine to have been studying for nearly 2 decades and now i can stop. But i don wanna stop. You know how contradicting that seems ? After so long i finally realised that studying is the best thing every. Compared to working. Studying is very fun, no pressure for you to complete your task. Its not as though you don complete you'll cause the company to lose money.

When time seems aplenty. We seem to be lack of it.

8:31:00 pm

Friday, 19 February 2010

Serendipity

Because of you..

I believe.

8:40:00 pm

Thursday, 18 February 2010

Second last day at work. I was finally asked to help shred paper. I did it from 1.30 till 5.40pm. How cool is that ? I mean, its the very first time i'm at work and i do not need to crack my brain and think too much.

Well, tomorrow's the last day. My sup said that the HR who was suppose to talk to me bout my extension is on leave. So my job for the nxt 2 month is not confirm as of today. Going to be jobless soon. haha... Well, on the bright side i can finally rest. But then i need the money !! how contradict can i get ?

OH OH! i would like to get either of this pair of shoe ! if only i can afford any of it. sigh...

10:25:00 pm

Tuesday, 16 February 2010

"I believe one of the toughest situations you can be ever faced with is deciding whether you should just move on or hold on a little tighter. Move on, and maybe you'll lose a chance at the best thing that could have ever happened, or hold on and have the possibility of your heart being broken"

9:14:00 pm

Wednesday, 10 February 2010

My life at work can be seen as the US Marine. With the Slogan, "The only easier day was yesterday".

Work seems to be doubling every other day. Well, one thing i've got to admit, its really interesting, the things i learn. However, it really tired me out. The worst part ? I'm a night person so i don sleep so early. By the time morning comes i'll be really tired all over again. Gradually i learn that working life isnt as simple as it may seem.

I'll adapt.. Some day...

11:10:00 pm

Monday, 8 February 2010

Can't believe how fast time is actually flying. I'm down to the last 8 working days of my attachment. Well should i continue working ? or should i take a well deserved rest ? Sometimes i contradict myself, on one hand i wanna work so i can have money to spend and travel. On the other hand, i'm tired and i wanna rest. So i'm not too sure of what to do as yet. Well, as the chinese saying goes, when the boat reaches the pier, everything will straighten out. I hope thats for my case. Well, it depends on how much they are willin to pay me too. I mean, it has to be at least the market rate at the minimum. Right ?

Well, update on my boring life. Today was the 1st time i got onto bus 39 and it was empty. Empty in the sense there was loads and i mean loads of empty seats available. That don usually happen after office hour. it was 6.30 pm.

11:22:00 pm

Wednesday, 3 February 2010

I don’t want to live without you in my life. As a friend, or girlfriend or best friend. I just want you there, I don’t think I can be the same that I am now without knowing you. I guess thats inevitably obvious. You make me laugh so easily, and I feel totally at ease with you. Even from the start, I did not hide or pretend to be anyone I’m not. For some reason I was totally honest with you.

9:03:00 pm

Tuesday, 2 February 2010

here’s something in a simple hug
That always warms the heart;
It welcomes us back home
And makes it easier to part.

A hug’s a way to share the joy
And sad times we go through,
Or just a way for friends to say
They like you ’cause you’re you.

Hugs are meant for anyone
For whom we really care,
From your grandma to your neighbour,
Or a cuddly teddy bear.

A hug is an amazing thing –
It’s just the perfect way
To show the love we’re feeling
But can’t find the words to say.

It’s funny how a little hug
Makes everyone feel good;
In every place and language,
It’s always understood.

And hugs don’t need new equipment,
Special batteries or parts -
Just open up your arms
And open up your hearts.

I miss it all. That special hug that makes the world goes slow and everything feels alright

10:18:00 pm

About me

Hi all ! Its me, jAve. My full name is Javier lee shun kiat, im 22 this year Im a really happy go lucky guy. People have told me, Im just pretty much good-average looking, i studied in Temasek secondary. Ive got some loving friends, here are some : Tong ann, Squid, lexter, ivan chan. Ive got many more friends, its just too many to be included but if ur really interested we could be frens. I use to play softball in school for my CCA, and Basketball as leisure with ma pals. i wouldn't mind havin lots more new friends. So feel free to add me! Check them out at my friendster, im also on Msn messenger. Heres my email, lee_javier@hotmail.com! Special thanks-ivan who helped editing.

Sweet thoughts

Will you still love me in the morning ? I'm lost without you.

WANTs & NEEDs

be with YOU!!! i'm serious
To treat you right
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Shoe
Rayban Shades
Slippers (red)
Mandarin collar shirt
Bag
New Belt
BMW 6 series
Maybach Exelero
Road bike
~~A new wallet~~

Homosapiens

Kimmy
Birdy
Desiree
En Jing
Fazdli
Hui Xuan
Ivan
Leonard
Rachel
Shima
Shu Qi
Squid
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Xue ying
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