Tuesday, 27 October 2009
Conquered 10km today AGAIN. (proud of you guys !!) squid.. aiya... there's van, leo and sam.. Okay, squid says its 9.6km (right ?)
Tired was ever. Legs are already sleeping. In a few mins, it'll be the rest of me.
Proud of myself, never had mac for lunch ( fren were like, EH lets have mac). Dinner was at gelare. Didn't have ice cream either !! woah !!!
Oh yea. this i have to share (i'm sure sam, leo and van will agree) as squid was showing off his body, said he was okay being fat as we were on the topic of FAT. a quote from him " I'm training so hard is because of half iron man. The weight loss was a 'SIDE EFFECT !' "yes yes, some sort of effect i would want too.
11:40:00 pm
Deep in my heart, I'm suffering,
knowing that I've lost you.
On the outside, I'm living,
pretending that I've forgotten you
10:00:00 pm
Monday, 26 October 2009
It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone - Anonymous
10:43:00 pm
Saturday, 24 October 2009
Heard this song on radio. Thought that you might wanna know.
Time for a miracles
It’s late at night and I can’t sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can’t breathe thinking of your smile.
Every kiss I can’t forget
This aching heart ain’t broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn’t dying
So nothing can stop me from trying
Baby you know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cuz I ain’t giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cuz I ain’t giving up on love
No I ain’t giving up on us
I just want to be with you
Cuz living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes
The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain’t broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn’t dying
So nothing can stop me from trying
Baby you know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cuz I ain’t giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cuz I ain’t giving up on love
No I ain’t giving up on us
Baby can you feel it coming?
You know I can hear it,
Hear every soul,
Baby when you feel me feeling you
You know it’s time…
Baby you know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cuz I ain’t giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cuz I ain’t giving up on love
You know I ain’t giving up on us
You know I ain’t giving up on
Oh I ain’t giving up on us
11:39:00 am
Friday, 23 October 2009
Items completed for the evening. A 10km run.. Slow 4.3km jog. the rest was divided into running sets. Managed to keep up with squid till the 2nd set's second round, where a stitch took place. (right squid ? or was it the 3rd ?)So the sets were as follows, 2 - 3 - 4 - 3- 2 rounds round the track. With that achieved i can barely feel my legs.
PAIN is good....
I'm going to do better this year round !
After all this exertion, i'll probably have a dreamless sleep. Which is good, after what squid told me while we were having subway. At first i thought i could deal with it. But i realise i still couldn't, all of it just came back.
Back to the very day when we MET at bugis. The day before the marathon, that particular sms when i ask if you're just going to leave again. When he said it, i was half wondering if it could have been us who met instead. But then again, in my mind, i don think it will be the same. However, in my heart, it will all just ignite once again like a match that isn't ready to be burn out.
He said you look pale ( then again, to him you are always that pale) regardless, remember to drink water and take plenty of rest. Don just study non stop. Always remember to rest !!
Yours always...
P.S. I love you.
10:45:00 pm
Sunday, 18 October 2009
Watched 500 days of summer last weekend. At first i thought this story happens in summer, where all the romantic stuffs happen. Where guy meets girl, girl and guy falls in love over summer and they can't stay together. Turns out, this plot seems so similar to my life.
Rather, in my life, girl doesn't stay in love with the boy she loves.
I wonder if i'll be like tom and find a meaning to my life at the end of the movie ? or continue doing what he has been in the movie after summer dumped him. I don understand how girls can simply drop the one they love and be with another in just MONTH. But i'm sure my life would not begin with autumn cause there will never be one who will replace summer.
8:27:00 pm
Tuesday, 13 October 2009
People has been asking me why i don create a Facebook account.
To be honest
I don know...
I started to wonder to myself why do i not want to create a facebook account. Somehow facebook remaindered me of friendster (i know its "uncool"). Friendster remaindered me of alot of stuff. Stuffs that cannot be replaced. Memories that cannot be erased. TO BE FRANK, at times i which i had a brain concussion that will cause me to have lost of memories. That way i could forget stuffs that i don wanna remember and remember stuffs that i want to. ( heard thats possible, being subjective of what you wanna remember).
I remembered the 1st mail "conversation" we had( in fact i still have them in my account). Remembered what you told me bout how you decided wanting to know me while you can't be bothered bout others instead, but somehow is interested in finding out who i am. (you can say those were childish times, but its still a fact aint it? isnt it fate that brought us together ? okay CHANCE ? how bout chance ?)
Guess thats how our relationship blossomed. Perhaps you've forgotten, since you are getting so much attention from all the guys from your school ( OH wait ! HIM). BUT all that leaves a DEEP imprint, impression in my heart. If you ask me what i remember from the past the most ? It would be everything ! every detail, the very 1st movie we watched when you brought your best friend along (evaluate me isnt it ? hahaha) to that very same night walking to your aunt's house instead of taking the bus. Had Fries along the way, in WHICH you shove all the crispy ones to me and took all the soggy ones ( you still love them right?) even though i wasnt done chewing. I could still remember that giggle.
Do you remember any of this ?
Or have you let all this memories go like how you choose to let me go instead..
11:01:00 pm
Monday, 12 October 2009
Timbrevisited timbre last sat with my secondary school mates. Haven't get so many together for quite awhile. Its a pity some couldn't make it in time. Nvm, we'll have another one soon !
Arrived "on time" ( just 9 mins late) only to find yi wei and no one else at the spot. everybody was late. well, managed to get everybody there by 7.40. We walked to timbre from city hall mrt.
Had pizza - hawaiian, chicken and DUCK (it taste okay but not to our liking of fusion) then again it might be just cause we had hawaiian before hand and Tequila sunrise for me.
Later on, squid decided we should get shots. We ended up getting 2 dozen. With me taking only 4 ! how sad.. cause i have my dad's genes! any more i'll be sleeping on the chair already. It felt like i stayed up for a week straight. So shu qi took one shot after much persuading. wendy one, yiwei one, eva one, peiling one ! the rest was for chan and squid.
After we went on to find tong and denise (left with squid, chan, shu qi and me, the rest had to go home). Ended up in simpang bedok for a drink and chat session. Interesting night! OH and i don mean to be racist! but china people are every where ! dang man ! petrol kiosk, shop n save! hawker center, KOUFU selling korean !
For pictures, visit all their FACEBOOK !
10:15:00 pm
Friday, 9 October 2009
You wondered why her, of all girls out there, of all people. HER. To be frank, i have no idea myself. Roughly 2 weeks ago, squid, van, leo, gaw and i went out for ice cream at ice cream chef (ICC). It was an impromptu decision. So we met up at around 8.30 pm, headed to ICC. While having ice cream at ICC, we saw this girl that was a HOT. Boy she's hot ! she so has long slender legs, tan body and everything. (all the boys can vouch for that, i think van can too.) She's what i consider girlfriend material. We talked bout her the entire night. So all was done we headed home.
It would have been normal if i dreamt bout the girl we met at the ice cream chef. BUT instead, instead of the girl at the Ice cream shop. I dreamt about HER.
I never thought i would dream about her. I haven't dreamt bout her since a very long time ago. I thought that i've forgotten bout her, i thought that i managed to let go. But i haven't.. I guess i simply haven't. Even now, she still thinks of me, and if she has that feeling for me, i would gladly say YES.
Labels: To love again.
7:46:00 pm
Wednesday, 7 October 2009
With my butt muscle in soreness i managed to understand alittle of the mechanics behind what squid meant by lifting your knee forward. Today, my sup came by and give me work to do. In fact the work he provided was for my presentation next week. its hard to believe that i've already spent 5 weeks in school. Other then that one week where i had a full weeks rest because of the cyst that grew on my head.
So loads of HTML editing, no idea why they do not want the presentation to be in power point, instead of Web page. its okay, wouldnt wanna question that.
That aside, today we had a fire drill. The best part was when we were gathered down stairs at the designated area, the lecturers has attendance taking, but for us students we just had to linger around. One thing my friend noticed was the people with this band "fire warden" are all in good shape. Round in shape ! hahaa...
Apart from that, i had to struggle the rest of the day with my nose leaking (quite literally) it wasn't mucus that drips out. BUT purely droplets of water; where i lean forward, the water droplet will fall out. Loads of sneezing involved too.
drip drip drip.....
11:03:00 pm
Long blog today's post will be a long one.1st will be the Monday's training (i realised that i was roughly 60 days away from stand chart 10km). We (squid, van and leo) were suppose to meet at 6.30 for training at bedok reservoir. But due to some problems we ended up training somewhere a little further.
Yes its place, Mount Faber. We did a warm up by having a slow jog up to the top before squid actually told us bout the sets that are intended. So i ended up pairing with squid which was a painful trip for me. OKay la.. I don deny the fact that it is a fruitful trip, managed to to conquer the hilly curves of mount faber. With 4 sets and a constant increase of 1.5times the pace per 2 mins. Meaning to say every 2 mins we increase the pace to 1.5 times and that will last for 1 FULL min before we slow down to normal shuffling pace. When we reached the top we'll walk down hill till we reached the car park and start all over again. When we were done, i felt the sense of achievement. Not forgetting good jobs to leo and van alike. Squid, aiya, you can do it one la..
With that over we were all shagged out and hungry. OKAY i wasnt that hungry, didn't feel hungry after such training. (for those who have been to mount faber, you should understand the toughness; for those who haven't; it's super hilly, and curvy) WE had carl's for dinner at 10.20 something ? yea, around there la. done with carl's headed home and i was too tired to move another inch.
So thats monday for you, and tuesday i had training with the 3 of them again. This time we did it in bedok reservoir. Started off from TP from the back gate, headin left towards 'The Clearwater' direction. ended behind sheng siong's area where its hilly. Did hill training again. With sprints this time. Interesting sets we did. BUT it made sense la. WELL DONE TO VAN AND LEO TOO. Thanks leo. Somehow i managed to convinced you or you intended to join. which ever Cheers my fren (:
So now i'm aching waist down, starting from my butt cheeks till my calfs. The butt cheek is the one that is feeling the most soreness now. Good conditioning, but i would rather it happened on alternate days instead, giving your body alittle time to repair, and relax. So with that all over. I finally reached home 50 mins ago and in bed typing this essay out. Having the next training on friday. haha..
Pain is good, fatigue gives me dreamless nights.
'You know who, sleep tight, don let the bed bugs bite'
12:38:00 am
Sunday, 4 October 2009
11244.) i dont care how many times you tell me youre shit and no good for me.
or how many times you cheat on me.
i know its stupid and you’ll just end up leaving me. but you make me happy.
i love you.
one day ill marry you.
11221.) if i had known the last time we kissed would be the last time we would kiss, i honestly don't think i would have ever let go.
11218.) i would deal with you hurting me again and again like you used to, as long as it meant i could call you mine again.
11093.) Why did you tell me you loved me, when you knew we'd never meet? Now, I'm hurt, and you don't talk to me anymore, and I'm constantly thinking about you.
11091.) I'm still waiting for you.
11080.) even though it hurts waiting for you , i still do. because i still believe in us.
10:41:00 pm
Saturday, 3 October 2009
Happy Mid Autumn Festival people. Have loads of moon cake and chinese tea. Remember to carry a lantern too.. Look out for that rabbit on the moon.Remember i'll be looking out for you
11:21:00 pm
I wonder if i'll be like tom and find a meaning to my life at the end of the movie ? or continue doing what he has been in the movie after summer dumped him. I don understand how girls can simply drop the one they love and be with another in just MONTH. But i'm sure my life would not begin with autumn cause there will never be one who will replace summer.
