Darn ! i'm down with flu again ! NOT swine flu. just the plain flu that usually haunts me. hahah.. Well, i don know what struck me, as i was okay in the morning till i entered the e-learning lab (where all the computers are). After 10 mins in the lab, i started sneezing. The next thing i know my nose started running. It hasn't stop since, its like nigeria falls. It isn't mucus but just "water" flowing down. lol. i don know why i'm describing this.
Visited 'po po' again, she seems better. Not sure bout the details cause i didn't actually went into the wards as i was already having flu so i didn't wanna spread or catch anything. Especially with this swine going around.
-hang in there, the final leg of the race is here. i'll always be there for you.
9:04:00 pm
Monday, 27 April 2009
Another school day passed. Nothing unique has happened. School ended early as usual. Some catching up to do, because of some event.
On my bus ride home i thought about how you can never be too sure what comes tomorrow. Life is so freaking fragile. Things happen so quickly sometimes, that you can hardly stop for a breather.
i'm gonna start cherishing those around me more. Others; figured I'll take it slow, with too much going around, people will start taking you for granted and start assuming that eventually they'll be part of it. I'm not saying that i'm much good at appreciating people around me. But i'm definitely going to try.
To my buddies, if you read (which i know you guys do). Thanks for being here for me !
You (guys) helped me up when i fell the hardest. Being there to share all the joy, pain and everything in between. I'm glad i chose to enter the same secondary school as you guys, i'm not sure if you guys feel the same. But thats just how i feel. i know this randomness is weird but thanks mates and to many more buddy years to come !
To you, i figured you were the best chapter in my life. I felt different, the joy and (words cannot simply describe it). Thanks for being there, understanding and stuffs. I understand how you felt, but i don see the need to. Its your conscience pricking you ! Its just plain stupid. I remember you once told me that, we were both matured enough to be in this sort of relationship because our relationship isn't like any other. That aside, i hope we'll pick up where we left when you are done. We'll conquer come what may together ! ha ha.. well, that's if you don write me off just yet. For this chapter will continue, only with you.
-until my dying.... day!
9:58:00 pm
Friday, 24 April 2009
Uncle's mother-in-law (po po- han yu ping ying) isn't doing too well. she was transfer to a single bed room which i could consider ICU. She's hurting even more badly as the pain from her fractured back is getting the better of her. Liver infection is not getting any better as well.
She's even letting us in on how she wants her stuffs to be arranged. Its really heart wrenching even though she is already old. She's also 90.
I can't help but feel sad. I wish you were here, but i can't be too sure if you are still the same. Its really becoming like previously all over again as the Quietness slowly eats into me. Though i know its really a busy year for you, and you might not have the the time.
never ending once again
10:41:00 pm
Monday, 20 April 2009
First day back at school. brand new classmates. felt as though i just started my poly life, lessons where interesting i must say. One really interesting teacher, another spoke english with a china accent whose name is jenny wang. New cafe, gloria jeans. Thats bout it for today's school activities.
My uncle's mother-in-law entered the hospital again. This time was cause she fell and fractured bone(s) in her back. Can't help but to think bout how fragile you'll get as you get older. Oh, she's having an infection too. I'm not too sure bout the infection part.
Complicated, twinged
10:18:00 pm
Sunday, 19 April 2009
Finally, school will resume tomorrow. I'll be a 3rd year student ! Seniors of poly. ha ha..
When i feel that the holidays actually begin, school has to start again. Oh well, its time to get my lazy bum up and running again.
When will i see you again ?
10:11:00 pm
Saturday, 18 April 2009
Happy birthday kel! you are finally 20 ! the BIG 2 is now in you. haha..
Went out to celebrate kelvin's 20th bday, we were suppose to bring our other halfs along. So i brought kel while he brings me. sad huh ? haha.. well, we were suppose to have dinner at the hotpot in marina square, but decided against it as we were all that hungry. So we moved on to kenny rogers, somehow they didnt have enough space for the 8 of us. Kelvin, johnny, ivan, lexter and adeline, clement and elaine and ME. So we were placed on waiting list. However, we ended up eating Popeyes. Well we enjoyed ourselves. if you were only there...
Watched the notebook. Never seem to fail to occur to me that it could actually happen in real life.
never fail to like this song. Will you ?
11:42:00 pm
Friday, 17 April 2009
Its been quite awhile. i guess i'm back at the old stages again.
By now you know that I'd come for you No one but you Yes I'd come for you But only if you told me to I'd fight for you
I'd lie it's true Give my life for you You know I'd always come for you
School is just 3 days away.
11:20:00 pm
Wednesday, 15 April 2009
Darn! i'm down with flu again, its 2 days old, so i can consider it as a flu than a sinus, right ? However when night creeps in, the flu turns into a blocked nose. Making me breath through my mouth causing my throat to go dry and painful. Thankfully for tonight i still have one nostril to breath from. Darn uncomfortable!
On the other side, I could hardly believe i'm already in the last week of my holidays and school will be starting on monday. It was hardly a holiday, things passed so quickly. People disappear so quickly. Holidays, work and studies.. Today is already wednesday, and i've been home. With no one free to go out with. Either they are with their girlfriends or practicing driving for johnny's case. Tong's coming back soon, from taiwan. Hope he gets something nice for me. heh heh heh..
Hope everyday you are going to be better then the previous.
10:31:00 pm
Saturday, 11 April 2009
If anybody would be happy at this very short moment. it would be me. My air con has finally been fixed today. At 1st we thought it was the lack of gas for the air con (yes, air conditioners need some special gas to keep the temp low), so we added more, turns out it wasn't the gas that is lacking it was the pipe that was stuck.. god knows how the pipe gets stuck. Well, it was serviced and cleaned. hopefully nothing's going to go wrong for the next 2 years at the very least.
-keeping my faith running strong, you should too.
10:52:00 pm
Wednesday, 8 April 2009
I'm back from the chalet.
With 2 days of fun.
Day 1:
i left my house at 2.15 as i was suppose to meet tong and the rest at pasir ris mrt at 2.30. I arrived in time only to find out they are still in simei(waiting for adam). Saw hui xuan so we waited till 2.45 before they came. Tong went to four leaves to collect a cake for the celebration of the company's 7 birthday. Arrived at chalet at 3.30 (took the shuttle bus at 3.15), booked in. Not long after tong's friends came. Since tong, johnny and hui xuan has yet to eat we decided to rent bikes to cycle to downtown to have lunch. We rented 2 bikes (overnight) and one tandem. By the time we got back the bbq wholesaler arrivedd. We check the stock and divided them into 2 portions as there were 2 chalet units (boss is a generous man). Where was buffalo wings, chicken satay, chicken kebab, salmon on a stick, herb mushroom, sambal stingray and garlic bread. We had cocktail jelly for dessert. Adam, imran came. we had dinner and with adam as chef and me the SATAY man ! food was good.. Tong went home to grab his PS to play at the chalet. We played the PS through the night till 5am before i head to bed.
Day 2:
Woke up at 10.25 as we needed to return the bicycles we borrowed the previous day. Tong ann's friends left as they have party somewhere else (i think). [Btw, friends are his classmates who worked with this company] Oh ya, apparently adam and imran left too. So there was only 4 of us left at the chalet. We continued to play the PS. The game started to get boring so we abandon the PS to play in the pool. Played frisbee in the pool it was super tiring cause everybody threw the frisbee everywhere rather than to each other. Then came kai tian ( i think thats how her name is spelt). We asked if she eaten, we decided to start the fire going and whip up a scrumptious meal for her. As the charcoal started to burn it started drizzling, however we were smart enough to bring the cooking indoors with charcoal on aluminum foil and card board to continue barbecuing. An hour into cooking i was left to cook my food while they clean up the place slightly. I had 2 chick wings and one chicken kebab on the mesh. With the food nearly done, I realised the smoke produced by the charcoal was a little too much, so i asked the rest of them to come and take a look and source out the problem. We found out that the card board was actually catching fire ! we need to act quickly, me and tong to lifted the mesh. I think zaid brushed against the mesh and my chicken all dropped on the ground ! The fire was put out but my chicken was totaled. The floor was dirty that i do not dare imagine the amount of germs that was infesting those 3 pieces of chicken. SAD for me... ): no chicken to eat. Thankfully the rain ceased and we brought the charcoal back outside. With 4 fire starters left i tried to start a fire going, only to fail. In the end we had to wait for the return of adam and the fire starters. More food and a cake we brought the previous day followed by more PS playing but ended with a sore thumb and and painful thumb joint for me. Was the first to head to bed as my left eye was hurting.
Where you go, i miss you so..
12:29:00 pm
Saturday, 4 April 2009
Woke up this morning to help with setting up stuffs to pray. After i brought the incense paper down to burn. I unwillingly donated my blood to 8 starving mosquitos as i had 8 bites. It was all over my leg, guess they can't help it. I'm sweet =p Next we headed off to bugis, my mother wanted to go to guan yin temple. Plus I had my watch's battery changed.
Got back home i had to bath my dog, washed her real clean where as my sister used the hand dryer to dry out the fur. Tiring job bathing a dog! don you just wish your dog can just wash themselves ? After we headed out to jumbo seafood at changi safra to have dinner. When we got back we sat at the pool, thats when i got bitten yet again this time it was on the hands. 2 of it in fact. Hopefully i'll not get any sort of fever developing.
10:17:00 pm
Thursday, 2 April 2009
My darn air conditioner isn't working. It is killing me instead. It suppose to be producing cold air but instead its killing me with all the warm air it is producing instead. I think it needs gas ! every air conditioner has gas.. Grr.. why does it have to mine that breaks down ?
Forgetting you only with amnesia -
11:22:00 pm
About me
Hi all ! Its me, jAve. My full name is Javier lee shun kiat, im 22 this year
Im a really happy go lucky guy. People have told me,
Im just pretty much good-average looking, i studied in Temasek secondary.
Ive got some loving friends,
here are some : Tong ann, Squid, lexter, ivan chan.
Ive got many more friends, its just too many to be included but if ur really interested we could be frens. I use
to play softball in school for my CCA, and Basketball as leisure with ma pals. i wouldn't mind havin lots more new friends. So feel free to add me!
Check them out at my friendster, im also on Msn messenger. Heres my email, lee_javier@hotmail.com!
Special thanks-ivan who helped editing.
Sweet thoughts
Will you still love me in the morning ?
I'm lost without you.
WANTs & NEEDs
be with YOU!!! i'm serious
To treat you right
$$$
holiday
Shoe
Rayban Shades
Slippers (red)
Mandarin collar shirt Bag
New Belt
BMW 6 series Maybach Exelero
Road bike A new wallet
from postsecrets. 
never ending once again