Sunday, 31 August 2008

This is how people are. You can trust them so much. tell them almost everything. But, in the end, they have doubts about you. Doubts about everything you've said or do. A true friend should never have doubts with each other. They would clarify everything out.

The past is history,

The future is mystery,

Today is a gift.

Hence its called present.

Cheer up. no matter what happens i'll be with you.

5:42:00 pm

Saturday, 30 August 2008

It's in the silences, the words you never say

I see it in your eyes, it always starts the same way 

It seems like everyone we know is breaking up 

Does anybody ever stay in love, anymore?

Chorus : 

I promise you, from the bottom of my heart 

I will love you till death do us part 

I promise you as a lover and a friend 

I will love you like I never love again 

With everything (that) I am (oh yeah)
Ooh I see you look at me, when you think I'm not aware 

You're searching for clues of just how deep my feelings are

How do you prove the sky is blue, the oceans wide?

All I know is how I feel, when I look into your eyes
[Chorus]
Oh there are no guarantees

That's what you always say to me

But late at night I feel the tremble in your touch 

Oh what I'm trying to say to you 

I never said to anyone I Promise
[Chorus] x 2
You're everything I am, oh yeah 

With everything I am

11:20:00 pm

Friday, 29 August 2008

Yes yes, i had my briefing for the job which starts on monday. Well, its gonna be one dirty job. Well hopefully, dirty but fun at the same time.

This morning, I headed back to secondary school. Met up my old classmates, well, still friends ! old sounds better. ahahaa. Teachers as well, yes, we shalln't forget about them.

Happy Teachers' Day

After, we headed to parkway parade to have lunch and kill some time before our meeting for work. After an hour of aimless walking, Tong suggested the arcarde. We played daytona, linked up with some small kid. My friends keep saying i bully the small kids, cause i go and knock them, but i also crashed lor. However i still manage to win. =P

Time was up, we headed to adjunied. For the briefing which was short and sweet. Once that was over, we, I decided to head to bedok to eat. cause the rest always say 'anything' when i ask where they wanna eat.

OH ! we shared this really huge watermelon with lots of other fruits. It was so yummy!!! Tong took a picture.

See tasty right ??

You made my day !

Labels: teachers day

11:48:00 pm

Thursday, 28 August 2008

I've finally taken a pebble out of my heart. There's still this huge stone.. Lets not care bout the stone for today. haha. I've finally passed my driving test. I've got the license now !!

Yes, the holidays are here. So is working. Hopefully it'll be fun. (= I'll upload lots of photos!!

Okay i know this is really small.

Labels: Passed

9:37:00 pm

Wednesday, 27 August 2008

Finally the holidays are here.. I'll party like crazy.. (figure of speech)

I don know why, but everytime when its the holidays, i'll have to fall sick. I'l developing a sore throat, probably, from all the snacking while studying. A really bad nose, from the sudden change of weather. And i'm feeling feverish. I'm like really tired right now, but i don feel like sleeping cause its the 1st day of holidays ! nobody sleeps so early on the 1st day of holidays !!

Baby I'll be there for you
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
Girl I've got forever insight
For all of my life
I'll be there for you

Don't ever doubt
Your trust in me
I'll give you my heart
So honestly
Deep in my soul
Baby you'll find the truth
I'll never change
Girl I promise you

Labels: One and the half months

9:52:00 pm

Sunday, 24 August 2008

Bringing me back and letting me go.

I'm just hoping that someday, somehow, you could, i hope you would.

But i guess all this while time wasn't on our side.

Guess we were never meant to be (for now, hopefully not eternity).

Silly people make silly wishes.

So here i wish for another go.

Someday, somehow.

Labels: forbidden love

5:16:00 pm

Friday, 22 August 2008

Well, today relaxed. Tomorrow study.. man, if only august could move alittle faster.

I went out with squid today. Well, as we were walking and chatting, i wondered, what would an eighteen year old wants ? I thought back to the days, when i was 18. I somehow couldn't figure out what i would have wanted.

But i knew i was given a really nice birthday gift which i really liked. It was a really huge birthday card which was totally handmade. I was really touched. The text inside made the card even better. Frankly speaking, tears swelled up in my eyes and i didn't have a good reason for that.

After much thought, i guess back than i would have wanted bag, watch, stuffs like that. But right now, it would've been a really different one.

Anyway, Teacher's day coming. Friends, fellow classmates. I'll see you back there. On the 29th i think. Since teacher's day is on the 1st of september which matters to be a monday.

Labels: 18th birthday gift

10:59:00 pm

Thursday, 21 August 2008

I went swimming today. COOL huh ? lol.. Well i guess it was a form of destress, lots of studying makes one go crazy.. Well than i went to the steam room. Don know why they call it STEAM room, guess its cause of the amount of 'mist' the machine produced.. The room was good, i felt so relax after that.

Pictures of you flashes through my memories.

Labels: summertime

10:36:00 pm

Monday, 18 August 2008

Yesterday, i went to mjc to use their track. I did 2.8 and its the most boring 2.8 ever. At least now i know why i don like to run on a track. Cause its mindless, you just go round and round and round.. haha.. Oh i did 2 rounds of sprint intervals. My lungs was bursting after that. Guess i ain't up to sudden big burst of energy. Oh and i strain my right thigh. Hahaha.. funny isn't it ? Yes yes, i guess its cause of not enough proper stretching.

Guess age is catching up.

Today, i headed to school to study. Well i managed to study quite abit. Hopefully it will hold up in my memory. I was studying till bout 6 pm when i start to feel strain in my eye. Than i started to feel giddy. Not those serious ones. just slightly. I deduced that i haven't been drinking lots of water hence the giddy spells.

Oh well, doesn't matter..

When somebody else's health meant more than your own.

Labels: running

10:50:00 pm

Friday, 15 August 2008

You are The Joker
The Clown Prince of Crime. You are a brilliant mastermind but are criminally insane. You love to joke around while accomplishing the task at hand.

Click here to take the Super Villain Personality Test

So, Why so serious ?

All thanks to squid's blog..

10:31:00 pm

Thursday, 14 August 2008

I'm down with a bad flu. My nose is running like a tap other than the fact there isn't a close option.I its bad. I need to turn the tap close. I'm feeling weak. Darn it. Its not even the exams yet ! My right eye is super red, i couldn't stop rubbing it. Grrr.. I'm like looking out from an eye and a half. My right eye isn't opened fully. At least it couldn't. haha.. Falling sick and not being love.. hahaa.. people always say, those who are being loved are those who will heal the fastest. Is there any truth ?

And ever has it been that love knows not its depth until the hour of separation.

Labels: The Truth

10:26:00 pm

Wednesday, 13 August 2008

And, after all, what is a lie ? 'Tis but

The truth in masquerade

-Lord Byron

10:49:00 pm

Tuesday, 12 August 2008

Its study week, but i went back to school to study today. cause studying at home is hard and there are lots of distractions. Most importantly, studying in school, i can ask my friends anything i do not know. Well i managed finish quite a few papers.An accomplishment i must say! yes, i'll continue studying for the next 10 days at least. I'll try or die trying.

I don know why my heartaches. The feeling comes and goes, like the wind blowing cold. Making things harder, the feeling sometime lingers. When it ends it always ends with a bang. Before everything starts all over again.

beacuse you made me believe in myself when nobody can help because you live GIRL my world, has twice as many stars in the sky

Labels: mugging

10:37:00 pm

Monday, 11 August 2008

Didn't do much today, watched the olympics and was sorting out files in my computer and the past msn history. Was going through those that has multi-user chat. I stopped at squid's, it was really hilarious. Well it brighten up my day, makes one forget everything. haha.. Well i wont go into detail to protect who ever has spoken or had been spoken off in the chat log.

I somehow remembered that you wanted a high paying job that will give you at least a chance to travel twice a year, and mustn't be an office work. Well how bout being a world class motivator ? or even a world know professor ? Even better, be an archaeologist ! its also a high paying job and you get to travel. cool huh ?

Oh yea, if you get abducted. i will definitely wait for you to return, or i'll search for you till the end of the world. As long as i don see your body i will never give up. cause i know you'll be out there somewhere waiting for me. As memories flow, things start to come back. Are you still drying your hair before you sleep ? or still lazy to dry it sleeping while its all wet. Please do blow it dry.

Labels: OHPE

6:35:00 pm

Sunday, 10 August 2008

I just came back from working at Hort park. Yes people, Hort park. Have you heard of it ? Its my first time hearing its name. Its a flower park or something like tat. Well, for the bungee, it has seen its least crowd ever. Well at least on my part. I can count the amount of people. Say wat, bout 20? at most 30 people, nothing more. After it was all over, we had a ride back to the office, okay, near the office. We dropped at punggol interchange. Boy the ride was teeth chattering. It was real cold, i believe its like 16 degrees, and is constantly blowing at you. I was still shivering when i got home.

Labels: cold

10:19:00 pm

Saturday, 9 August 2008

I'm thinking of the present, missing the past, I hope every single minute could last. Seeing you i held back, i wanted to dash forward, but i took a step back.

I was unsure, if i made the right choice. I decided to leave, but when you called, i knew i had to turn back to see you again. Cause I don know where; i don know when i'll ever see your face again.

Labels: clandestinely

10:30:00 pm

Thursday, 7 August 2008

I was bored. So here you go. My dog..

10:52:00 pm

Wednesday, 6 August 2008

Went out with my friend today, headed to Sim Lim Square to get a casing for my external hard-drive. After a few shops, i manage to find it, well it was of a reasonable price so i bought it. My initial intention was to do some scouting before deciding.

After that was done, we walked around a little longer before we headed to bugis junction. While walking pass bugis street i saw the fried mushroom again. Well, thoughts came back... Walked around bugis for a little longer. Before we head to Mos for dinner. Love their milk tea( no idea why either). After dinner we wanted to digest the food (never sit down after a meal), so we walked around, saw the mclaren F1 race car, it was about the pit stop thingy, changing of tires.. The fastest timing or something like that.

I met someone unexpected. I'm sorry, but i'm still lost for words.. i remembered the smell vaguely, somehow the smell of your hair seems like one of its kind. I can't seem to find it else where. That sweet yet fragrant, simply hard to describe. I hope that hug gave you solace and peace, and not anything abysmal. ( okay that hug shouldn't be describe as solace, too strong a word).

I missed you-

Labels: reminisce the old

11:15:00 pm

Tuesday, 5 August 2008

This is my 200th post. Unbelievable. I was home all day, other than when my dad came back early. He had giddy spells yesterday. According to him, it was so bad that when he opens his eyes the entire room seems spinning. Real bad, visited our family doctor though. Seems like he's down with flu virus which spread to his ear, causing all the giddiness. I wish he'll recover fast. My mom, she's having a bad cough and a sore throat. She's sounds like a maturing boy when she speaks. Really funny. I wish she'll recover soon too. Well according to the doc, the virus season is in. Please do take care.

This photos were taken with the macbook my dad intended to give me quite awhile ago, i should say about a month ago. The macbook was suppose to be mine, but after some thought, he decided to keep it for himself. While i'll stuck with my current. Not that i'm complaining cause it's still good. Well I was bored, so i decided to take some photos, and it was only today did i realised it was still in the com, cause usually i'll just delete them most of them actually. You know, waste of space..

Yearning and churning.

Labels: 200th

12:42:00 am

Sunday, 3 August 2008

Jogging again. Did my usual 3km run. I was really shag today. Couldn't really run, must have been the duck meat i ate. haha.. Hence i deduced that duck meat is bad for health. Oh well.. Who cares, i like it (=

After jogging, i joined my neighbours in a game of basketball which ended up as a training session. We did shooting, with who ever scores, the rest of the party have to do pumping, after nearly 120 pumps, we changed it to crunches followed by some leg exercise. I am officially tired out. Good for me, at least i'll have a good nights sleep, without anything to think about.

I'm just silly, holding on tightly, but why did - let me go.

Labels: running

10:40:00 pm

Saturday, 2 August 2008

I think i'm missing too much. I'm starting to hallucinate, everyone seems to look alike from afar. Its hard to tell, from far i see. Could it been real, or just my imagination ?

No obligations, no one to be tied down to. No more real disappointments, no painful goodbyes, no more heavy hearted feelings.

It still ties me down, i'm still waiting in the past, lingering on, foolishly, stupidly. I need a brain wash, i need to forget, i need to let go.

11:30:00 pm

Friday, 1 August 2008

Recently i bought myself a new gadget. I bought it after much consideration. I bought myself a brand new ipod shuffle. Its only one gb though, BUT i think its enough. 240 songs can be uploaded, besides who will be able to complete listening 240 songs in one bus ride ?

Oh i bought it in my favourite color, RED (= i have it customised, i placed my name on it. The ipod is like so small, feels weird.

SEE looks good doesn't it ?

Labels: ipod

11:09:00 pm