Thursday, 31 July 2008
Went jogging with my sis today. We ran 2 rounds around my home and the jc. It was 3km, and our timing was 17.29 minutes. Could have been faster though, i'm sure. But the timing doesn't matter, as i'm training for this coming stand chart. I'll be running 10 click. At least i hope i'll finish it. Clocking that time was because, i paced my sister, cause she keeps complaining that when we run, i always leave her behind. Well i never liked to run alone either. Its really boring. So i decided to run along with her. At least when you run with someone you know that someone is there to push you and you'll have a companion along the way. After all running long 'D' isn't all about speed, but the endurance level.
Labels: long 'D'
11:29:00 pm
Tuesday, 29 July 2008
For some people, life goes on as easy as it seem, moving on day after day, letting go of the past and its pain. For others, they linger on, simply remembering the past. The pain, sorrow and all the happiness. Would i be missed ? would the past simply be erased off the drawing board like a picture drawn wrong ? Lost....
12:46:00 am
Friday, 25 July 2008
Its unexplainable on how unpredictable life is. Why does the good die young, and the bad live strong ?The pain of losing someone you love is hard and painful. Losing in any ways simply hurt, it doesn't simply apply to death.
Sometimes i wonder, how will my parents react if i 'passed on', or how will my friends or even that special someone. Will they cry ? Will they dwell over it ? Would they just move on ? i guess it doesn't matter, as i wouldn't know the answer to it either. Moreover 19 years on this planet is still too short, i've got lots more to go through.
Guess you enjoyed your day yesterday, but please do take care of all the bruises and scraps you got. i've got to say it hurts to know you got hurt so badly. But there's nothing i can do, at least i wish i could but to simply say, if its really bad, DO visit a doctor. Though i know you'll probably tell me, you'll let it heal by itself. Like you always do. Like your finger, followed your ankle.You promised to get your finger fixed when 'O' levels ended, and now you are already preparing for promos. Whats important is that you've enjoyed the session.
Labels: heart aches
12:04:00 am
Wednesday, 23 July 2008
PissedI didn't manage to sign up for nike human race! When i decided to sign up for the race, they closed it. Why do i always give a serious thought about stuffs and decide to go ahead with it, the thing is either closed or no longer in season. Like my red color hoodie from gap i never manage to get. It was just a week difference, a week they change the entire season of clothings. I sincerely wonder where they keep the rest of the stock that aren't sold.
Well, i hate to do last min work. My team-mates left the presentation slides to be done only today and tomorrow is the presentation. There isn't going to be enough time to go through the slide, and we wouldn't know, I wouldn't know what is what and when is the cue to read the line and elaborate the point. Darn it !
Labels: never been more pissed -
10:47:00 pm
Tuesday, 22 July 2008
Why do i even think of you ? Why do i even care about you ? I was looking through my collections of photos. I realised we didn't take alot of pictures when we were together.. Just a few rare ones, and a few blurred ones. The only picture i truly cherished was the one we took when you came over to my house after teachers' day. That was the only nice one i had. Well more of the only clear one we have. Looking at the photo, boy, do you look pretty. Well i guess you'll look even more stunting now. 'in the eyes of the beholder'
If a person is ever perfect, why is there a need for improvement or even a need for change ? Its ok to have flaws, its ok to have imperfection, its ok to have disappointment. I always wish that i could simply not have any feelings. Just an empty shell, so that there will be no pain, no sorrow.
I guess i simply cared, simply care for you.Simply hoping you will be fine, that you'll have no pain. That everything will be smooth sailing for you.
Come back to me please.
I'm just dreaming.
Labels: Haunted by reality
10:43:00 pm
Monday, 21 July 2008
Its been nearly 7 months without you.When i'm heading to tampines or even simei from home, i'll have this urge to take the bus instead of taking the mrt. Simply in hope to see you when the bus passes your home or your school. But every time i decided against it, knowing that it will change nothing. The outcome will still remain the same. Only difference is that i'll feel weird, where words cannot describe. Hopefully this way, i'll forget you faster. At least not have any feelings left for you anymore. Call me stupid; call me dumb, but i don know why i simply can't shake those feels off. It just comes back.
Lesson learnt, cherish the person when they are around, and not after they are gone. I guess i didn't cherish you enough, or it was too much that you feel stuffed.
Don take it too personal after you've read this, its just my sudden urge to post it.
Labels: gone and counting on
10:50:00 pm
Saturday, 19 July 2008
Ok, after much consideration. I have decided to join the nike + Human race. Since squid and van is joining. Lets hope my classmates will be join me too.. Like they promised.. This is what's for the participants:
Each participant in the Nike+ Human Race 10K will receive:
- A Nike+ Human Race Tee (material: sphere dry-fit)
- A loaned ChampionChip device
- A Nike+ Human Race 10K Tote Bag
- A Nike waterbottle
- 20% off ipod accessories at iStrudio @ Paragon
- 3 day fitness first passes
- Other goodies
Each Nike+ Human Race 10K Finisher will receive a Finisher's Bracelet. The first 200 finishers will each receive a Nike+ Human Race 10K gym sack.
My goal is attaining the finisher's bracelet. As for the sack, i don wanna even think about it. Completing is the 1st step.. yes yes, i'm taking baby steps.. Bigger goals in the future.. If i complete this, i'll sign up for stand chart 10k run. Yup..
Went to squid's place today, saw the amount of medals he has, made me jealous. hahaah.. From tribob to stanchart and even osim.. DANG. Have i join TP i would have joined tri too.. Well never mind that. its the past.. I'll work towards the future..
Labels: Human Race
10:31:00 pm
Sunday, 13 July 2008
Today, i met with quite a few minor accidents.. The first one started when i was at work. Tong ann drop the cover to a box on my toe. Mind you that box was at least really long and the cover was rather heavy. Well, that aside, following that incident. I drop the controller on my foot. The very same one, its all swollen. Lastly, i came home, was checking for flaws in my project, which involves soldering iron. Well you could have guess what happened. I burn my finger. Though there isn't a blister YET. Guess it'll appear tomorrow.I don think i can take anymore for the week to come.
Today was working at ubi. Not sure exactly what event it was, but must be some community centre organized event cause the Senior Minister came down. It was all good, other than the normal hiccups caused my rowdy parents. I mean, if you are paying for the ride, you can complain that you can queuing for too long. But the fact that its FREE. Beside, we don do crowd control. If we do that, we'll be busier than the busiest bee ever. Apart from this, the rain came unknowingly, went without a notice, and came back abruptly.
Oh ya, i met clement and his band, they were there having a competition. (i think, i'm not sure till now.)
My leg hurts when i walk, and there's some bruising formed.
M-making sure you're okay.
Labels: incident filled
10:33:00 pm
Friday, 11 July 2008
Absence makes the heart grow fonder. How much truth is there to this sentence ?I've been thinking. What makes the heart grow fonder ? Is it really absence ? Is there actually a way to denote loving a person more when she is not around ?
What about those long distance relationships ? Why don they last ? That other half has gone overseas for a period, isn't that being absence from the life of his/her ? Shouldn't they have their heart growing fonder each day ? But why most of the time they end up breaking up ? I'm not saying that all long distance relationship is like that. But generally they don last. So how long will absence keep the heart fond ?
Somehow, absence, do make a heart grow fonder. Well maybe in my case. But i'm pretty darn sure, its the same for some people out there. How is that possible ?
I-I miss you
Labels: deep thoughts
11:05:00 pm
Wednesday, 9 July 2008
I pray that everything of yours will be alright. I pray that you'll be fine. I pray that your dreams would come true. I guess you are going through loads. Loads from all sources.
I can't say i know how you are feeling. Somehow I wish i could be there to share it with you, either the pain or joy. All that burden you are holding is painful.
I know you are strong, you'll make it through. Its never easy being the tough one. One saying goes, 'no matter how tough one could be, one is after all still made of flesh and blood.' Having feelings, never bottle it up for too long. I'll always be there to lend you that shoulder.
K-keeping those fond memories
Labels: feelings
10:43:00 pm
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1:34:00 am
Monday, 7 July 2008
Lost in cogitation
11:05:00 pm
Sunday, 6 July 2008
Its now 1.50 am. I just got back from work 10 minutes . bathed. right now i'm simply SHAGGED ! lying in my bed, i don wanna move another inch. Bed never felt this comfortable. Hands are sore, feet are hurting. I'm like an old man. Well some of the kids i dealt with today range from super ignorant to super nice. There's this lovey girl who would always thank me twice. Once when i remove the harness, the other when she leaves. Though she's young, i've gotta say she's really pretty. If she was any older than what she was now, i would've made her my wife. hahaha. anyway, she's probably, primary 5 at the very most. Well, i'm still not sure what event that was. BUT they sure did have loads of money. The fireworks display lasted for nearly 10 minutes. Just imagine feeling the leftovers from the fireworks raining down on you like tiny little droplets of rain. I'll take the pictures from tong ann soon. E- you're my Everything
Labels: Late night
1:35:00 am
Friday, 4 July 2008
A person can just change overnight. Unknowingly, without the acknowledge of anyone else.Feelings can just fade like the rainbow in the sky or simply never exist. Thoughts can disappear like the smoke formed a second ago.
Why can't mine just be that way ? Why am i feeling so indifferent ? Why is there still such a feeling lingering on ? why did i put in so much care ? Why do i care so much ? Why do i even care in the first place ?
Is it when everything seem totally different or when i feel like a stranger. Even water tasted like salt. Everything doesn't seem in place, every food doesn't taste as good. The air conditioner doesn't feel as cold as it use to be. When everything else seems to fail.
V-Is is for that very very special bond with you.
Labels: Questions
11:19:00 pm
Thursday, 3 July 2008
Met my cousin today, she treat me to dinner. Well she said, i could choose anything, but i don know what i wanna have. So we end up having Jack's place. She order quite abit, We had a salad, potato skin, pizza and my own steak. I'm still filled to the top. Well i wanted to purchase inner ear phones. But somehow they said the stock was pulled back, as the set wasn't suppose to be sold yet. Weird isn't it ? i've tried it like one month ago. It was still on sale.
I've thought of it, i've thought it long.
It would be long before its all gone.
I'll try my best to go through this test.
I don think i'll succeed, but non the less.
i'll try.
O-Rainbows are seen after the rain. cheer up.
Labels: jolting memories
10:23:00 pm
Tuesday, 1 July 2008
Got the photos from tong ann.. haha. i look hilarious. But it was kinda fun.
11:27:00 pm
Absence makes the heart grow fonder. How much truth is there to this sentence ?
Lost in cogitation 
