Monday, 30 June 2008
School reverts back to normal.. classes all resume. Now i'll have to wake up early once again, just to get to school on time. Today was a bad start, nearly overslept. Than i headed to school in hope of completing my project. Realised i forgotten to bring one tool. That cause me to wake up early for another week. Loads of free time. 3 hours worth of break. I don there is such a need. Guess its human nature, when given too much complain, too little also complain. haha OKay, i look like a lobster i know. Hands and face all red. I can't help it either, no idea why i turn red before i get the tan.
Who is hungry ? =P
L-IF only i could go back in time
Labels: school as per normal
10:59:00 pm
Sunday, 29 June 2008
Well, today was fine.. think i've got a burn. though i'm not feeling it yet. every part of me is red, i meant every visible parts. Today i argued with this indian.(no discrimination) As there's an age limit to allow kids to play. He asked whether his child could play. I asked him nicely, what's the age of his child, he simply say, can't you tell me what's the age limit ?
i told him, could you please just let me know the age of your child before i let you know the age limit. He seem pissed, he said, can't you just tell me the age limit ? What's the difference ?
i told him cause, after i tell the age limit, people might bluff the way into playing. I was kinda pissed already when he said what's the difference. Exactly what is the difference ? could he just answer me 1st.
Than he wanted to see my in-charge, saying that he is public, shouldn't be treated like that. moreover ask me where i'm from. the bugger ! So what is he public ? moreover its a company event, if he was public or whatever he like to call himself, he can't even play.
Some bull..
Well other than such crap, it was quite fun. but really tiring day.
OH OH, i got stung by a jellyfish. The pain is intriguing. Its like when you have a bad fall, and get a skin wound. It has the same feeling, but the surface simply doesn't hurt.
Labels: jelly stinging
9:21:00 pm
Saturday, 28 June 2008
I think i've had too much tidbits for the pass four days. Developing a cough, worse of all, pimples are appearing.I'm getting fat. lol... i can feel it.
Today worked at simei cc, some summer festa. Well started from 2 till 6 pm. we packed till bout 7. Me, tong ann and johnny. We headed to tampines to have teppanyaki. yummylislous. we had 4 sets of serving. Well tong ann ordered 2 (as usual). I wonder why doesn't he grow fat. grrr ! Than i decided to get cookies for my family.
Oatmeal raisin and cinnamon. Quite hard to serve my mother. Buy back still got complained by, 'never buy what i like'. Should i have known such would have happened, i wouldn't have bought it. Well that a side, i'll be at ECP tml morning. There'll be a water bounce. Its gonna be in the water. SO exciting. First of its kind, by the company at least not sure about being in singapore. Guess i'll check with the boss tml. Hahaha
I-If i could, i would be there;
Labels: summertime
10:36:00 pm
Thursday, 26 June 2008
Exams... Finally over. Been studying till really late at night since monday. I'm so glad that its finally over. Though i think i won't fair well for the last paper.
Yesterday me and bunch of friends studied till 10.20pm. Okay, i was the only one who studied till 10.20pm. decided to head home to continue my studies as i didn't wanna miss the last bus home. Hey i reside in pasir ris and my friend's house is in amk. Sensible right ?
Anyway, by the time i reached home its like 11.30pm. However i did nothing else but bath and jump right into bed. I was knocked out in 5 mins. (ok.. estimated) But i was really really tired. Moreover i was having a flu.
That morning the flu got worst. But by the time i'm outside the lecture theatre. It somehow subside. Like a miracle just happened. It came right back at me when i exited the theatre. depression.
No matter.. Papers are finished, a flu isn't going to stop me from heading out and have fun. (Its a stupid move i know)
We headed to eat prawn noodle than to simlim. My lecture mate wanted to get a computer.
Once that was done, we were only left with 3 people from the initial 7. Me and 2 others. Having nothing to do. We decided to walk from simlim to bugis till we reached suntec. I had golden mushroom. i thought of getting it for you :p seriously. 
Aimlessly i tell you. walking around suntec, ended in the arcade watching people play midnight 3 (something like tat). Before long we were all too shagged to move another step. (sleeping late at night has took its toil on us) Vernon brought us to esplanade to sleep. We had a power nap. They did ! I was feeling all uncomfortable sitting in a sofa and sleeping upright. It wasn't legal to be sleeping in that area, 40 mins later we got spotted and was kicked out. I wanted to freshen up so we went to a coffee house and had coffee. They stayed till 5.20pm before leaving. Met up with tong ann and his girlfriend at about 5.40, headed to orchard. SHOPPING. First stop was wisma. Saw this really nice red jacket from GAP. (will be getting it next week) as i told them i liked this jacket from nike. since his girlfriend is here, might as well ask for her opinion. We walked till cineleisure show the jacket from bird. They told me i'll outlast the jacket by next year. Guess they are true.
Had dinner. and we headed home.
I'm feeling all cold now. Leg is aching. I don think its from shopping. We usually do more walking than today. I think i'm having a fever as well. Feeling hot all over at the same time. Why do i have to fall sick when the exams are just over.
On my way home, started feeling cold on the bus, lots of thought went through my mind. I don know what struck me. But it came naturally. Thoughts like: Will i fall sick till i end up in the hospital ?, My buddies coming to visit me ?, The one i love ? Will i die ?, How would my family and her react ? Will she be there by my side not simply in the capacity of a friend ?, Will she cry ?.
Hahaa, rubbish thoughts ain't it ? somehow i wondered. what if it really happens.
I'm getting over. Slowly and eventually.
Labels: last thoughts
10:56:00 pm
Tuesday, 24 June 2008
Its already tuesday. its been tiring.. been studying, studying and studying...Breathing time- hardly any.
It seems as though the days are just flying by.
Have you ever wondered what is the feeling of flying ? Not those from sitting in a plane, neither is it those from parachuting. Simply by floating through the air, heading towards the sky ?
Or being light enough to be carried by the wind simply just holding onto an umbrella ?
feeling gone without _ _ _.
Labels: Flying week
10:28:00 pm
Saturday, 21 June 2008
Somehow you've read my mind. Thinking that you've totally forgotten. Guess I'm proven wrong. I'm feeling all relieved but couldn't help feeling sad at the same time. Somehow memories of my party held 2 years ago struck me. Filling me with joy and despair. Remembering when i 1st introduced you to my mom as 'mom' ? remember what you called her back than ? After you left the party i felt that we've suddenly gotten closer overnight. That beautiful smile you wore on your face.
Yea, when monday starts it will mark the start of my term test. Always remember never to stress yourself. Stay positive and cheerful, calm and relaxed. I'll be praying for you. praying that you'll find peace in your heart from all the pressure given from school work. I pray that you'll be alright, that you heart will not hurt as badly as mine. That if there is a need, i'll rather be the one. Ever if you feel down, doubt there'll be a need for me. The people around you are good to you. I'm relieved. BUT remember if ever there is a need. i'll be there for you, even if the sky falls down to earth.
I'm letting go, bit by bit. However those memories simply jolt me like the lightning, lighting up the sky suddenly. Making me remember of the fun and cheerful days we had and those precious little time i spent with you. Yearning made my heart grow fonder. Never did fondness made my heart grew weary. Losing you was the hardest thing. I don know why it doesn't go away. why it likes coming back. Part of you is already out of my mind. But the whole of you still remains in my heart. like the blood that flows through me. Blood donation didn't work.
Alright, study hard, play hard. Just don stress up nor break down.
Recollection
Labels: jolting memories
10:57:00 pm
Finally i'm nineteen. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME. haha..Whao.. so close to the big 2 already.
Been through loads this year.. Heartbreaking moments, loads of sadness and pain, little of joy, loads of laughter(laughter's the best medicine). 4 months of waking up at 7.45 sharp( i don know why). Hopefully all this will change for the better. It seems as though i was just 17. Unbelievable i'm 19 already, its the beginning of my peak. i think.
Well i wish all the people i love and care to be healthy, strong and have lesser stress. May the students pass their exams or whatever stupid paper needed to do with flying colors. To my buds, all the best in everything.
To kel, hey we'll get thru this pain together. (hopefully)
To the one, hope you'll not stress up as easily, always be strong. i know you can. However its okay to break down once in awhile. nobody is forever strong. Don worry to just let it out. don put too much pressure on yourself. take a breather once awhile. It helps. really !
To all jc students who are mugging. don mug too hard. remember to take a break. I know its exam time soon. But there isn't a need to stress out now. Stay positive.
Older, same old look. same old feelings. same old ME.
Labels: hopefully wiser., older
12:10:00 am
Thursday, 19 June 2008
It seems weird how one can easily be forgotten. It seems weird how things can fade.
It seems weird how short life could be.
It seems weird when nothing matters anymore.
It seems weird when you want time to stop it couldn't.
It seems weird when everything just doesn't go your way.
Time and again.
Time can't erase a feeling this strong.
Labels: Always be mine
10:12:00 pm
Friday, 13 June 2008
The week is coming to an end. Today is friday the 13th. Why is god treating me unfairly ? Why is he taking people away from me ? first was my youngest uncle from my mom's side, than the relative from my dad's side. Now my granny's younger brother is warded with heart complications. (just got back from visiting him) He's heart is beating through a device. Sincerely hope he'll pull through.The one i love most... Why is he tearing me up ? Somehow i feel the need to be loved. not just the love from the family nor is it simply from my friends. But that special someone who would drop by for me. Like an angel or even that pretty little star that will simply warm your heart when you look at it. Hoping that i could keep it with me forever.
Labels: tearing up
10:33:00 pm
Tuesday, 10 June 2008
went out with tong ann and his frens. Here are some photos we took. well though i took most of it. haha.. but i've got to say the picture of me and tong is nice. (: mayb i just like it. lolLabels: photographs
11:24:00 pm
Sunday, 8 June 2008
David Cook - Always be my baby
We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die, no!
You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my... my baby
I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no
You'll always be a part of me (oooohhhh)
I'm part of you indefinitely (oooohhhh)
Girl don't you know you can't escape me (ooooohhhhhh)
Ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (and we will linger on)
Time cant erase a feeling this strong (ohhhh)
No way you're never gonna shake me (oh baby)
Ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby
know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time
You'll always be apart of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....
You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
Labels: forever
10:27:00 pm
Thursday, 5 June 2008
David Cook-First time ever i saw your face(american idol)
The first time ever I saw your face,
I thought the sun rose in your eyes.
And the moon and stars were the gifts you gave,
To the dark and the endless sky, my love.
And the first time ever I kissed your mouth,
I felt the earth move through my hands.
Like the trembling heart of a captive bird
That was there at my command.
And the first time ever I lay there with you,
I felt your heart so close to mine.
And I know our joy would fill the earth,
And last till the end of time, my love.
The first time ever I saw your face.
Somehow express my feelings now and than.
Labels: expressions made easier
12:03:00 am
Monday, 2 June 2008
One more week till holidays. no no... 4 days to be exact. 17 more to TP. 3 more weeks till MTT(mid term test). than it'll be relax alittle again before the final sem exam. Can't wait for the holidays to arrive. Well apart that I've got to prepare for the test and all. At least i don need to wake up so early to head to school. Don need to spend all those time travelling thru and fro. All those bus rides can be rather sleepy at times. Tiring as well.Oh ya, my aunt came back from her holidays. boy did she buy lots of chocolate. I'll upload the pictures later on. I would too, wanna go to the Swiss Alps. Not alone of course. But with that someone special. hahahaa... Well hopefully that day will come soon. It would be easier if i was a pilot, but the ruling is that i have to turn 26 before i can apply. thats darn long way more.
Labels: Exam Blues
10:38:00 pm
