Saturday, 31 May 2008
I really can't believe how fast time actually flies ! Am i dreaming ? Has everything been reality ?Today, is already a year since my youngest uncle from my mum's side passed on. Thinking of him reminds me of how fragile live really is and how i should cherish every single one that i love. Telling me that one moment they could be around and the next they could fall into a sleep that they will never wake up from. There are lots of feelings going through my heart right now. I feel lost. Things that are revolving around me happens so fast that i couldn't grasp it. Things that i wish wouldn't happen, happened. Things i want it to come true, never did.
P.S. I Love You
Labels: A year on
10:47:00 pm
Friday, 30 May 2008
Today was a tiring day in school till 9.30pm. tired out!Well on the happy side the hols is just 1 week away.
Yesterday as i was heading home from school. I was at the bus stop outside hougang point waiting for my bus to come. I overhead two uncles, probably in their sixties, talking about death. That people will eventually grow old and die. Otherwise one will die of sickness.
At that point i can't help but TO think of death as well. How would it be like to die ? People just stops breathing when they die. Is it the same as holding my breath underwater ? Where will i go after i moved on ? What will it be there ? I thought of it through out the entire bus ride home. The somehow or other i couldn't get an answer. I wondered if ever any one died and manage to come back living and tell a tale.
If i can stop i would.
Labels: Living to be dreaming
10:36:00 pm
Monday, 26 May 2008
Today is the 26th of may. Happy birthday mom. (= Haha. me and my mom had lunch together. along with my dad. That a side, exam's will only start after the term break. Boy is it tough. After hols wouldn't be good as we'll have to study during the holidays compared to others where they can actually enjoy. Adding on to that my practical test is coming. REAL soon. in like 20 days ? lol. Hopefully i'll pass it at one go. That would be a burden off my shoulders.
Stay happy, i'll be there for you.
Labels: 26th of the year.
10:26:00 pm
Wednesday, 21 May 2008
Jonas Brothers- hey, we're gonna be alright.
Isn't it strange
Ain't it a shame
People walking down broadway
Begging for change
We just walk by
Don't hear that they're crying
We just keep on typing on our two ways
Oblivious to other people's pain
Gotta open up your eyes
Gotta read between the lines
Gotta listen to the sound
Cuz this is life
It's harder than it looks
You never get enough
The time
Keeps flying
In life
You only get one shot
So give thanks for what you've got right now
Don't you worry
Hey you're gonna be alright
you're gonna be alright
Gonna be alright yea
Woo
Hey hey hey
You feel so alone
Your problems at home
They always seem to follow you wherever you go
Caught in a daze
You wish you could change
But you always tell yourself
That hopes seems a million miles aways
Gotta wake up from your sleep
Gotta stay awake to dream
Gotta open your heart and believe
Oh
Cuz this is life
It maybe harder than it looks
You never get enough
The time
Keeps flying
In life
You only get one shot
So give thanks for what you've got right now
Don't you worry
Hey you're gonna be alright
Hey you're gonna be alright
Gonna be alright yea
Hey hey hey
One two three yea
It's a roller coaster life
Up and down and side to side
Just shout to get it all right out
Cuz this is life
It's harder than it looks
You never get enough
The time
Keeps flying
In life you only get one shot
So gives thanks for what you've got right now
Don't you worry
Hey you're gonna be alright
Hey you're gonna be alright
Gonna be alright yea
Hey hey hey
Woo
Ha!
Cheer up (=
Labels: for you i will
10:14:00 pm
Monday, 19 May 2008
Stop and breath. well is it really possible ? hardly. Is stress unrated ? no. Love is forever ? yea if you die. Do you care ? nah. Are you walking away ? yea. yes yes. all the projects are just coming and coming. Can't you all just go away. MST is coming soon ? yes. Are you prepared to take it ? NO! big fat no. Is is possible that you are going to pass ? not a chance. Are you letting go ? No.
What in the rainbow heck can you make a school more 'cool and hip' ? more curtains ? tsk...
All i wanna do is be there to watch the sunset into the vast ocean. Giving me that heart warming goodbye, knowing that it'll come back. Just before the bright little diamonds fill up that cold cruel sky. its not complete if it was all done alone.
P.S. i love you
Labels: Ocean and skies.
10:42:00 pm
Sunday, 18 May 2008
Hardly having time to breath. 20 page report due 3 weeks time. God. time really flies. Talking about that i've got a research on chocz due in 2 weeks time too.. big time man. stress.. Thank god this weekend is a long one. School only starts on wednesday and i don have floorball training. This means more time. Thursday there will be 2 hours less of a lesson. Even more time to work on the projects. And best of all friday is some nyp family day. Lessons all end at 4pm. Still thinking if i should go for jam and hop or just hang out with my friends ? haha.. I start school at 12. How cool is that ? well, the bad news is that the following week there will be make up lesson from wednesday through friday. All in the night. All starting at 7pm. How sick can one get man ? i'm surely going to fall sick when the following weekend arrives. Tiring work how projects can get. All due within such a short period of time. Don have the motivation to run. Been really tired. Someone help me !! Labels: Give me a Breather
9:35:00 pm
Wednesday, 14 May 2008
Boy was today tiring. Had lesson at 8 in the morning till 3 pm. Than its down to floorball till 6.30. Followed by a make up night class. which ended at 8.30. Today's my aunt's birthday. Happy birthday aunt ! well i took a photo with her. haha. cause she'll be heading overseas for a holiday and probably come back look fatter. Thats not the point. This photos included some of my photography art in taking rose. Is it nice ? Awwww.. muhahaa
Labels: Roses are red
9:50:00 pm
Tuesday, 13 May 2008
Dang, i need my bag soon. Something different for a change.Well today's the 13th of may, which means it leaves me one month and and 6 days i think till my test date. One month and 8 days till my birthday. its so fast. nearly half a year has come and gone. Loads of fond memories are really unforgettable. well its really fast, when i first register in january, i was think there is still 5 more months to go. in a blink of an eye, here i am. Getting ready for my test and all nervous about it. hahaha... not totally nervous yet. more of excited.
Labels: Overdrive
10:18:00 pm
Friday, 9 May 2008
It been long since it last happened, suddenly, my heart starts to race. hearing that sound really made my heart skipped a beat. Falling in love was hard. Falling out is even harder. Loving and giving, trust and cherish.
Should you just leave, could you say goodbye, would you simply cease to exist ? Having you around didn't feel any better. Being not around just makes things worst. Hating you is the last thing to do. Something doesn't seem right, something doesn't feel right. Just give a sign, leave it all behind or simply show what its like. True Love, are they ever real ? or simply made believe by either parties for the other half to feel love, cared or even having the out of this world feeling. Trust was once misplaced, its hard for it to be placed back at the right location anymore.
Labels: for you i will
11:10:00 pm
Tuesday, 6 May 2008
Pictures from my work places'
9:49:00 am
Love is like the wind, you can't see it, but you will always feel it beside you.
12:17:00 am
Saturday, 3 May 2008
Finally gotten my retainers for both top and bottom of my teeth. Only in august will i wear a partial braces to get some teeth at the back to straighten up. For now its two thumbs up. Headed to work at some community organised gathering for the neighbourhood. It was a fun fair like event. But the bad thing about today was the weather. It was bloody hot, the worst part is that the location is surrounded by tall buildings. Blocked out most of the wind. I have no idea why, but i sweated the most. There was a period where i feel as though i was bout to faint over. giddy spells. By the end of the day i was fine. Guess its all about the weather. All this happening. It seems as though end of the world is near. hahaha... i'm just scaring myself. Purely nonsense.
As i'm typing, the amount of saliva being produced is vast. I guess its cause of the new foreign object being introduced in. The upper retainers. Every once in awhile i must suck in all the saliva. hhaaahah.. Too bad it isn't sweet, or i would have finished it. I haven't been running for a week. thats bad. Its time to buck up, i wanna do the sheares bridge run, follow by stan chart.. Can't be lazy. JAVIER buck up !
Labels: Braces and Races
10:53:00 pm
Thursday, 1 May 2008
Been trying to get you off my mind. okay, its improving. slowly, hopefully steadily as well. I really hope i don need to. But i know thats the only way i'll move on slowly. Went to sentosa today to work. It was a company event. The weather was well and the heat was steadily supply its waves to us. Well we were suppose to start at 3, but due to some technical fault, we started at nearly 5 instead. Work till it was 8 plus. Than we had a ride to bedok, had dinner there before tong ann's dad send me home. where we talk about the driving demerit points system. Happy labour day.Labels: Good things coming to an end
11:52:00 pm
