I'm reached a point to have realised what i actually want out of national service(NS). Monetary might be one of the biggest issue to date. The regret of declaring my shoulder problem that prevented me from my dreams was another. But what i really want to take away from this NS is not only experience but most importantly the recognition i get while serving. I want to let the people know that although in this short period of time frame, i still can grasp as much as a regular could. Hopefully i will have a chance to be one of the lucky few NSF that will have a chance to go on detachment no matter how short it might be. Recognition not only from my flight but even the management higher up the chain.
I might have regretted declaring my issues, i might have been all sore of not becoming the officer i might have become. But i got to be content with what i have, something alot of nsf are willing to die for. With the building recognition from my management, i will put in my most.
The one thing that i still regret is -
