I keep to myself, and take it through every night, living one day at the time. Not knowing what tomorrow might bring.
If pain is something i have to go through because of my ignorance and simply 'heck care-ness' and my stubbornness, i'll take it, i'll live with it.
I have realised that the self-centered, egoistic me has brought simply nothing but pain and sadness. Everything i saw was shallow. Never considered and thought of the one who has always been there for me. Forever taking things for granted.
If i could turn back time, i would cherish every single moment, and i will shower her with all the love she should get.
Why did things have to turn out this way ?
