Birthday, spent. Fathers' day, spent. To all fathers, happy fathers day.I really miss you. i didn't wanted to say it out, but somehow i guess it will make me feel alittle better not bottling everything up.
For the past few weeks, i've had dreams. Not just normal ones, dreams where you existed in. Dreams where we were together. Dreams that we lasted even through the toughest times. But i guess they are nothing but dreams... I hope they were reality, i really hoped. Perhaps i've missed you till i've gone crazy. If you asked what the dreams were, i can't really tell you. cause all i know or all that i ever remember was waking up and having you 'fresh' in my mind.
If i could want anything for my birthday was to get back with you and stay that way, or even trade anything away to be with you. I would ! This isn't the type of relationship where you call it puppy love or even a cheap fling. We do love each other that much. Unless i've been deluding myself.
All i can say, life's been sucking without you !!
please please, don leave me....
