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Wednesday, 6 May 2009
 

Over the past month, i've been worried sick. Didn't know what was going on, didn't know who to contact, don know where to look for news. Remembering the day when you told me, you've got something going on, and will talk to me soon, i never expect that it would have gone to that. I've even started thinking that you were really really stressed, and i asked myself why i couldn't be there for you. While my buddies sees the cheery side of me, it was because i didn't want them to worry for me, because they've yet to know about us.
I started making plans, plans that were supposed to take place. After much consideration on what i could do to cheer you up in any matter. I've decided to get you flowers. I never did gotten you flowers ! So i thought it would've a nice surprise. Took me awhile to decide on getting sunflowers (i remembered you love sunflowers). But i didn't get it soon as i know mothers' day is just round the corner, and they would surely mark up the price of the flowers. So i planned to get it after mothers' day, as i guessed you'll probably say, how i shouldn't have wasted the money, and give them to you instead.. right ?
Apart from that, i've even planned on writing you a small letter; a letter that would go along with the flowers.
It would have gone like this:
"hey #1m@y, i wonder how you are doing right now, and i'm dying to know. Regardless, know that where ever, when ever, any time, and day. I'll be there for you if you need me. Remember to drink lots of water while you are working hard. I sent you sunflowers because i know you('ll) love them. I hope they bring the warm and brightness into your life in any way i possibly could. Well, you'll probably wonder who sent you this flowers ;or not ; but i'm sure you'll figure this one out. I.L.U"
I would have them delivered of course, as your mom has met me before, and it would have been weird if she sees me delivering the flowers. On the outside of the letter, it'll have your name written on it and sealed with super glue so they'll know who it's for. Moreover I wouldn't even sign off at the end of the letter..
You might think that i'm framing this up. But it was really what i wanted to do. The letter's a draft which i'm trying to make as anonymous with only you figuring it out, incase your mom decides to open it up, she wouldn't know who it was from and might think its probably some admirer.
There are so many alternative ways. You're just taking the easy way out ! 


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Hi all ! Its me, jAve. My full name is Javier lee shun kiat, im 22 this year Im a really happy go lucky guy. People have told me, Im just pretty much good-average looking, i studied in Temasek secondary. Ive got some loving friends, here are some : Tong ann, Squid, lexter, ivan chan. Ive got many more friends, its just too many to be included but if ur really interested we could be frens. I use to play softball in school for my CCA, and Basketball as leisure with ma pals. i wouldn't mind havin lots more new friends. So feel free to add me! Check them out at my friendster, im also on Msn messenger. Heres my email, lee_javier@hotmail.com! Special thanks-ivan who helped editing.

 
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