Its been nearly 7 months without you.When i'm heading to tampines or even simei from home, i'll have this urge to take the bus instead of taking the mrt. Simply in hope to see you when the bus passes your home or your school. But every time i decided against it, knowing that it will change nothing. The outcome will still remain the same. Only difference is that i'll feel weird, where words cannot describe. Hopefully this way, i'll forget you faster. At least not have any feelings left for you anymore. Call me stupid; call me dumb, but i don know why i simply can't shake those feels off. It just comes back.
Lesson learnt, cherish the person when they are around, and not after they are gone. I guess i didn't cherish you enough, or it was too much that you feel stuffed.
Don take it too personal after you've read this, its just my sudden urge to post it.
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