Somehow you've read my mind. Thinking that you've totally forgotten. Guess I'm proven wrong. I'm feeling all relieved but couldn't help feeling sad at the same time. Somehow memories of my party held 2 years ago struck me. Filling me with joy and despair. Remembering when i 1st introduced you to my mom as 'mom' ? remember what you called her back than ? After you left the party i felt that we've suddenly gotten closer overnight. That beautiful smile you wore on your face.
Yea, when monday starts it will mark the start of my term test. Always remember never to stress yourself. Stay positive and cheerful, calm and relaxed. I'll be praying for you. praying that you'll find peace in your heart from all the pressure given from school work. I pray that you'll be alright, that you heart will not hurt as badly as mine. That if there is a need, i'll rather be the one. Ever if you feel down, doubt there'll be a need for me. The people around you are good to you. I'm relieved. BUT remember if ever there is a need. i'll be there for you, even if the sky falls down to earth.
I'm letting go, bit by bit. However those memories simply jolt me like the lightning, lighting up the sky suddenly. Making me remember of the fun and cheerful days we had and those precious little time i spent with you. Yearning made my heart grow fonder. Never did fondness made my heart grew weary. Losing you was the hardest thing. I don know why it doesn't go away. why it likes coming back. Part of you is already out of my mind. But the whole of you still remains in my heart. like the blood that flows through me. Blood donation didn't work.
Alright, study hard, play hard. Just don stress up nor break down.
Recollection
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