Wednesday, 2 April 2008
An open wound will heal if given some time. A tree will grow its leaves again after being cut off. The sun will rise everyday after it sets. But the pain in my heart hasn't changed one bit. Even i, aren't sure if it'll ever heal. Looking cheerful, feeling less painful only lasted for a moment. Every time i do something, i'll somehow remember those times we do those things together. Places i've gone, simply brings back memories. Even when i was at the bus stop outside my house. I would stop and mesmerized about all the event that happened. Nowadays, i don even dare to take the bus that goes pass your home. I'm afraid of seeing things, I'm just afraid i can't control and would stop and wait upon your return. Than i'll break down and not know what to do. It didn't matter if it was me who is in pain. Could someone just move on and enjoy happiness and not recall about memories of the past that made them happy and loved ? So painfully leave without giving a valid reason ? Did it hurt one bit, the fact that all this had to happen ? December and january wasn't that far apart to make things a great deal of difference. Perhaps it did, thats why things turn out the way they are now. But how ? How could it all happen without me realizing ? How could someone be so cruel. I've not done anything wrong, i don think we've drifted apart. I ain't sure if i made you sad or angry.For some people, love just lives on.
timrek-
Labels: Feeling worst than hell
10:03:00 pm
