Its not always how i would like it to be placed across. But somehow, sometime it happens that way. Emotion isn't something easy for me to control. I don think it would be any easier for any other people at times like this. Keeping within me isn't something i would prefer, but letting others in might lead to all sorts of different ways of solving. But neither will work out fine. Placing here MIGHT seem as good as letting the whole world in on it. But sometimes people would understand and not question it any further. Words are never right if placed wrongly. The intention would have been totally different. People would have all sorts of perspective.
I never intended to stress you out. Never wanting to trouble you with a relationship problem. JC life is tough, the amount of pressure you are on is driving you crazy already. I don see the need to give more problems at this point of time. I wouldn't want to see you break down. It hurts me as well. I believe time work wonders. We'll eventually get back together (would we ?). Regardless, i feel as though we aren't the same. I mean in terms of still remaining as friends. We never chat on msn anymore. sms zero. If really our relationship wouldn't work out, i don wanna lose a friend. But it could have been the amount of projects and homework that are mounting up. You really don have time to talk to any other people other than your project partners and friends about school work. I guess unconditional love is not about being together, but showing that i care bout you most. Most importantly that you are happy. Do you know every weekday i have the urge of going to your school wait till you finish so we could take a slow walk back to your home ever since you started JC ? But during that time we somehow have different timings of timetable and my exams were coming.
-Sorry. Action speaks louder than words. right now its only words, i'll make action happen when you are ready.
Labels: Unconditional Love
