Woke up early this morning to send my mother to work. On the way there, i saw a monk driving a car. An audi, mind you! Then i had this rapid thought that came to mind, that i too should be a monk, and i will end up having money to drive such a posh car. Moreover, there isn't a need to worry bout relationship, cause you simply can't be in one. All you do everyday is chant scripts (forgive me, i don know what else they do). But i thought for awhile. They wont get the feeling of love !(properly monks) I'm not talking bout simply the feeling of family love, but the feeling of loving that special someone. In a way that you wish she was right beside you everyday (okay, not everyday unless you are married as everyone needs their own space), you would wonder what she is doing now, if she's okay. Hoping to hear her voice.. Every time you see how she is feeling down, you just feel like hugging her and letting her know everything is alright. Showing her lots of care, love and support.
That helped push the thought of being a monk away.
down with a flu... headin to bed.. <3
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